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Fuck. [May. 2nd, 2008|03:31 pm]
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IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN A PREDATORY FUR TURNS PREY AND THEN EVERYBODY'S EATING THEM! WHAT THE FUCK, WORLD? WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WANTED TO BE EATEN! FUCK THIS SHIT!

FUCK, I WANT TO FUCKING RAGE... CAPSLOCK CRUSADER STYLE!!!!

Maybe I didn't make this clear enough to you, world, that I was the prey. NOT HIM! ME! And you know WHY????? I was the only one who could take digestion like the dragon I was.

Oh god. Yes, god. Not God. But god. I am not even going to capitalize its name. IT. You heard me, it. Damned god is an it. Torturing me. Making everything I loved turn against me.

FUCK!

I'm tired of being jealous. I'm tired of crying. Did I mention I'm tired of being jealous? I'm VERY jealous.

godDAMNIT.

I mean, seriously... I have a right to be angry. Don't I? I... I want to cry. But I won't let me. Because it's time I took action against the world. Broke something. Hit someone. Anyone but me. And... god... I'm a fucking fatass. It's the fucking system's fault for putting me on meds.

I FUCKING HATE IT!

I. Fucking. Hate. The. World. I want to kill myself, not because the world's too good for me, but because I'm too good for the world.

No, I won't do that. That'd be an easy way to hurt the world.

Anyway... I need to show you what upset me. At first I was really sad, but now I'm angry. You know why? Because I've DONE what I could to be tasty. I need good lovings too. Being in a stomach is like being held all over your body.

It's time I stopped blaming myself. It's time I stopped caring what people think of me. It's time I rage against machine. It's time to be fierce.





You understand... you'd better understand. Yeah. You. Because if you say one thing, JUST ONE THING suggesting that I need to chill out, I'll fucking ban you from my journal. Maybe for a week or so until this blows over. Seriously, I can't take it any longer.
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[User Picture]From: [info]rainbow_roo
2008-05-02 11:06 pm (UTC)

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If this is a serious post - you should, in all seriousness..consider looking into finding a licensed professional to talk to.

You might feel better.
From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-03 04:58 am (UTC)

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You know, you're a really fucked up person.
From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-03 04:59 am (UTC)

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PS: I'm friends with Timon.
[User Picture]From: [info]archadia
2008-05-03 05:18 am (UTC)

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You know how I feel about this.
[User Picture]From: [info]tinceiri
2008-05-03 06:04 am (UTC)

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I don't think there's anything wrong with being able to rant and not wanting to be chastised for it. More power to you!
[User Picture]From: [info]hgryphon
2008-05-03 07:41 pm (UTC)

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Are those two being serious, or was that some kind of in joke between those two?

What they are saying in these two comments are all rather vague. I mean, there have been times that I've joked around about people eating me and it wasn't literal, so if I were you I'd chill out a bit and see if there is a trend before I get disappointed...

(and ignore the mean people who posted above me, some people have a hard time accepting strong emotions)
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[User Picture]From: [info]tyr_doshan
2008-05-04 05:07 am (UTC)

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Heh.

I'll take the ban myself, but you really are plum fuck insane aren't you?
[User Picture]From: [info]basilwhite
2008-05-04 02:59 pm (UTC)

Three steps.

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1) Read the Alcoholics Anonymous Big Book.
2) Replace "alcohol" with "anger."
3) Seek help.
From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-04 06:16 pm (UTC)

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SERIOUS DRAGON IS SERIOUS!
Do us a favor and toss yourself down some stairs.

-Anonymous LOLFur
From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-04 06:22 pm (UTC)

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You know, I really don't think the world would care too much if you killed yourself.
[User Picture]From: [info]goosestep_lion
2008-05-04 10:25 pm (UTC)

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You fail... at life dude.. Seriously. It's the internet, it's roleplay.. Get the fuck over it. Stop being a butthurt little whiny ass about it. If you're going to kill yourself over something this trivial and stupid.. then go ahead because I don't think you're gong to make it long in the real world where you have to deal with REAL problems... You know, beyond your fantasy fetish BS.

Fuck.. people like you make me ashamed to even poke around vore anything. Stop taking your fetish so damn seriously.
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From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-05 12:09 am (UTC)

wut

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wut
From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-05 09:12 pm (UTC)

wat

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wat
[User Picture]From: [info]quentinor
2008-05-06 11:21 pm (UTC)

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Dude......You look for things to be miserable over. From where I read...your biggest problem is you hate and dis-respect yourself.
From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-07 10:14 pm (UTC)

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wow you are a tremendously useless retard, luckily this hgryphon loser cunt in your comments is dumber than you. read its posts to feel better about your own pathetic mental state
[User Picture]From: [info]aotommo
2008-05-08 03:24 am (UTC)

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Wait, so you're upset because Palshife made a vore joke on Fur Affinity?

Normally I'd make fun of you, but this shit makes fun of itself.
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From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-08 04:09 am (UTC)

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This is either a fantastic troll or some seriously fucked up shit.

Yeah. If this is even remotely serious, suicide may indeed be the best option for you.
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From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-08 04:21 am (UTC)

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This... is the funniest thing I've ever read! Good job, crazy man! Keep on vorin'! Be sure tell us ALL about stalker rehab, so that we may whip out the tiny violins for ya!
From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-08 08:19 pm (UTC)

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get out of this fandom. No, seriously. become non-furry human being. Go to a ballgame. A bar. Date a woman. Anything but languish in this stupid fandom.
From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-09 05:34 am (UTC)

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whazzup fandom wank bitches?

oh yeah i went there
[User Picture]From: [info]zoom_gas
2008-05-09 12:44 pm (UTC)

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It's time to be             


Edited at 2008-05-09 12:44 pm (UTC)
[User Picture]From: [info]gogoicarus
2008-05-10 02:51 pm (UTC)

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dude.
chill out.
From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-11 09:36 am (UTC)

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and this is why furries just need to GTFO of the internets
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[User Picture]From: [info]bandach
2008-05-11 04:29 pm (UTC)

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BAWWWWWWWWW faggot
From: (Anonymous)
2008-05-12 04:01 am (UTC)

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thanks for the lulz